I woke up with sleep paralysis today; you know - when you’re conscious but you can’t move during the first few minutes? It’s always a struggle to bring myself out of it. I basically have to tell myself that it will be okay. But that’s besides the point. I had to completely remove my mattress because I had to fix the base of the bed. Camilo was an idiot and jumped onto the...
Why would you marry someone who you don’t want to be with? My dear friend, I understand your parents are very strict Muslims, but to limit yourself and settle in order to meet their expectations is something I simply can’t comprehend. You could say I even find that sort of behavior repulsive. Just call me a Westerner. I don’t consider myself a selfish individual, but in terms...
I’ve been so pissed off lately. Why? Circumstances beyond my control, the smell of cheap beer, shitty trance music, slurred words, and the maverick attitude that comes with the previous three. You don’t know what’s best for me when your eyes are bloodshot. Then there’s you, capable slowing down my racing heart. “Tanks”. My phone won’t vibrate at all the...
Lividity and exhaustion;
a terrible combination. Hopefully I can sweat this out.